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Cancer
03:29
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My whole world is crashing down and I don't know what to think of it
I try to keep my head up but it's hard when there's no time left
Depressed is the state of mind that I'm in
A death sentence is not the way I want to live
But if that's the plan for me, help me live it out until I can't breathe
How do I cope from here with my last chance, with my last breath
I look to you and it's getting closer, not what I want but I'll gain forever
I get to the point where my thoughts haunt me night and day
Help me to remember what you said. You have a plan for me
It's hard to go on, this disease has left me weak
I'm waiting for a new body, I'm waiting to be free
I'm breaking down, I'm asking why, this has to be part of my life
Consequence of a fallen world, doesn't make it easier, doesn't make it any better
Help me, my mind is failing, Help me, this is my last chance
Help me see your plan for me, this is my last chance
How do I press on when my life seems to be already gone
Why does this have to happen now
Reach down into the dark and pull me out
I'm holding on to what I want my life to be
I'm not promised another breath
It's so hard to give up the dream
Breathe life into my lungs so I can breathe again
I have to let go knowing You are my hope
This is my final breath, only to live again
My life is not in vain
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Reason
03:54
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Faithless, I don't want to be part of this
Conflict within I wrestle with
I'll turn my back and gain new perspective
How can I make sense of this when all life is subjective to define my own purpose?
Where do I run when when there's no one to run to?
Where do I go when everyone lets me down?
Where do I fall when it feels like I've fallen, when I've fallen so low?
Hit the ground, my faith has left me now
I need a miracle to tell me that I'm not alone
I have fallen so low, I need a miracle, I need a miracle
Years pass by and it's still cold inside
I thought I had a reason to live a better life
What's the point if all I'm left with is my own definition?
Searching for answers. Blind faith to believe in subjective reason
It's my calloused heart to think I'm not the ultimate
Give me a sign, what am I missing? Give me a reason. Something to believe in
Is there more, is there more than what I'm thinking?
I tried everything I have to be a better person
What's the reason? am I thinking free or am I deceived?
What does this mean? What does this really mean?
Does it really matter if it's only left up to me?
How can I make sense of this when all life is subjective to define my own purpose?
Where do I run when when there's no one to run to?
Where do I go when Everyone lets me down?
Where do I fall when it feels like I've fallen, fallen so low?
Hit the ground, give me faith now, give me a miracle to tell me that I'm not alone
I've run so far and so long. I need a miracle, a miracle to get me out
Years pass by and it's still cold inside
I thought I had a reason to live a better life
What's the point if all I'm left with is my own definition?
searching in the wrong place. think the answer is within.
What I have turned my back on can make sense of this again.
Come back, come back.
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Endure
03:51
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I'm with You until the end
I don't know what to think, don't know what to think, when everything I see is a broken dream
I don't know what to do, don't know what to do, when all I hold on to keeps me in misery
I can't forget, I can't go back, I am so undeserving
on my own I'm left with nothing, on my own this life is meaningless
I can't forget, I can't go back, what I've done deserves no love, deserves no life. When You look at me, you don't see what I used to be, wash away the memories. I'm not who I used to be.
I don't know what to think, don't know what to think, when everything I see is a broken dream
I don't know what to do, don't know what to do, when all I hold on to keeps me in misery
I can't go back to the days when death was all around me. I'm holding on to you, holding on to you as death in my ear is whispering
The highs of this world never stop the craving. They are misleading, leave me suffocating. Left to die, the poison tastes so sweet, this can't be me this won't be me. You've stopped the bleeding. You've stopped the misery. You are the meaning. Death has no hold on me
Death is not the end of me
I'll give all I have, Give You everything. I know the price paid to let me live. Innocent, you took my place. Love poured out I'm so unworthy . What else can this world offer? Corrupt ideologies leave me left to wander. Forever grateful for Your grace, I'll persevere until the end
I don't know what to think, don't know what to think, when everything I see is a broken dream
I don't know what to do, don't know what to do, when all I hold on to keeps me in misery
I can't go back to the days when death was all around me. I'm holding on to you, holding on to you as death in my ear is whispering
There is nothing to stop the craving, left to die, drink the poison, believe the lie. There is nothing greater in this life. This world left me for dead. I'm with you until the end.
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Conform
03:15
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Sick of all the fighting, sick of all the lies
Can we think for ourselves? Can we ask why?
Our mouths are open graves and we think that's fine
Shut our mouths and listen, maybe we'll find
We're all searching for something to believe in
Somewhere to belong and find some meaning
We know something isn't right
A bunch of hypocrites living for our own desire
Shut our mouths and listen, and listen
If this is all there is, I'll live as a god
If there is more to this life, I'll surrender cause I'm not
Is there something more, is there something more?
What am I living for?
I want to know if I'll find what I'm looking for
I want to know if I'm the problem
I need a change of heart, I need to think it through
Why should I ever care about you? can I think for myself?
Can I ask why this isn't right? why this isn't right?
I want to know if I'll find what I'm looking for
Think it through. Why should I care about you?
This is my life, if there is no God, I am god
Prove to me morality, it's all in your head. In your head
Why should I conform to anything?
It's all in our head to think we're a good person
If I'm a mistake, there's no need to look out for you or any of your needs
Morality is fake and our lives mean nothing
But If I'm wrong and we're made in Your image
And there's more than what I see, repent, turn of my wicked ways
We're all searching for something to believe in
Searching to belong and find some meaning
We know something isn't right
We need a change of heart
A change to light from the dark
Is this really my life?
Or is there something more?
What am I living for?
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